Krishna GovindaPosted: February 11, 2008
I’ve given up trying to understand.
because it is too exhausting, because i am afraid, because i am tired, because i have deadlines, because i am too busy freaking out about stepping into the real world soon, because i am stuck with a bad flu, because i am struggling to comfort some people living 7hrs flight away, because i keep worrying about whether some young souls i looked after during the past holidays are doing better or not, because
because i realized that by not trying to understand i feel more at peace with myself than i have ever felt
but i know, it won’t be long before i’ll desperately try to make sense of it all again.
i have had a new lullaby the past few weeks